The blog is now in hibernation.

The days are too short now, and other writing projects are plucking at my mind.

Plus I need to actually finish building my website, before I forget all the CSS I managed to teach myself.

And… the house is full of cedar and feathers and wire, I’m in the middle of an oil painting which requires long cold outdoor beach-sitting spells, Bob’s shop is still under construction, I haven’t even contemplated Christmas presents yet, and I seem to still find myself Chair of the local Land Trust, which does occasionally claim a bit of time.

I expect that the blog will emerge from hibernation when there are flowers on the apple trees, and when our income sources are just a little more established.

I wish sweet winter warmth and holiday pleasures to my small handful of readers. Come back and say hello in spring!

– Betsy

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And more November…

what it must have looked like before today

what it must have looked like before today

My friend Margaret emailed me, telling me she’d found a dead great horned owl in her field, and she’d left it beside her driveway, in the grass. She asked if I’d like to have it, so I could use the feathers for my Cedar Spirits.

I biked down to her house today with a pair of garden gloves and one of those green reusable shopping bags in my bike basket. The owl was there in the grass, still pretty fresh, a heap of unbearably luscious feathers. It was smaller and lighter than I expected, but I guess I’m more used to handling cats than birds.

I rode home past the school, and the kids were just getting herded in after lunch break. I asked the teacher if she’d like me to show them the owl, and she thought that was a good idea. So she spread white butcher paper on a tabletop, and we spread out the owl, admiring its wingspan and fierce talons. The teacher opened its mouth for the kids to see, and they touched its wild beak and looked at its tongue. It inspired a kind of awe, to see such a creature up close like that, still magnificent.

One or two of the kids asked if they could have a feather, and I told them they could all choose a feather. Then, of course, I had all 8 or 9 kids each gripping one particular feather which would be theirs, while the teacher (a resourceful soul) produced a pair of pliers. Then she recalled that one of the boys had a Leatherman tool in his pocket (with a knifeblade; would that even be allowed in a mainland school? Probably not.) and that had the perfect small pliers.

The big feathers were tough to pull out. I had to strain and yank. I let the seventh-grader take the pliers and pull out the feather he’d picked. The other kids waited semi-patiently, keeping a tight grip on their chosen feathers. When all were distributed, I packed the owl back up in my bag and the teacher was making sure that all the hands were washed and feathers stored in cubbies to take home.

When I got home, it was starting to be stormy, but I couldn’t postpone plucking the owl. So I hunkered down in a corner of the porch by the woodpile, with my own pliers and the radio for company, and started yanking. It took a long while, but now I have enough feathers for all sorts of purposes. I’m sorry that the owl died, (we have no idea of the cause of death) but at least there’s the small comfort that he or she hasn’t died unnoticed. I put the semi-plucked remains out in the clearing for the ravens. I hope it doesn’t upset our local owls in this part of the island, to see it there.

November. Rainy, grey, wheeling down through darkness to the solstice.

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The dilettante in November

section of a salmon tile

November, the economy seems to be teetering on the edge of some kind of dramatic implosion, and we moved back home to the island last spring to become artisans and sell what we make? How exactly is that going to work?

Etsy sales are slow, but then I’m not doing a lot of promotion for my Etsy shop. It seems that a lot of Etsy artists use their blogs as marketing tools to direct people to their shops, and I find that to be a terminally boring use for a perfectly good blog. The raku kiln is on hold til I have a place to spread out my clay, and I’m doggedly assembling Cedar Spirits in preparation for the one Christmas fair where they’re actually likely to sell.

So, when I’m not washing clothes (by hand, in the sink), or baking bread, or hacking through salmonberry canes, I’m mostly writing and oil painting. It’s what I like best anyway, and if I’m not going to be selling my art, I might as well do the kind of art I enjoy the most.

This fish tile is actually an old piece, because I’m not willing to put my new pieces out in front of the world yet. It’s a sculpted piece of bisqueware, experimentally painted with oil paint. Maybe I’ll post it on Etsy and see what happens…

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Blackwater Baby - Bizarre Christmas gift guide, item #1

Who says babies can’t be mercenaries, too?

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A different way of death

Our neighbor, who had been fighting cancer, slipped away yesterday in the late afternoon. One skilled carpenter made a beautiful casket, and this morning 5 or 6 folks took shovels and dug the grave. His casket was slowly transported the quarter-mile or so to the cemetery this afternoon on the flat open back of a little truck, with two young people riding back there with it in ceremonious fashion. It had a cloth draped over it, a pink dahlia, and a cross.

A few dozen of us gathered in a circle in the cemetery. The school let out early, so the kids and teacher could walk up the road to join us. His daughter expressed her gratitude for the circle of community, and we passed around some photos of him in his youth while people told stories.

Then some of the stronger men put straps under the casket, lowering it into the hole. There was some singing, some laughing, some crying. Dirt was shoveled down by people taking turns with the shovels, and when the grave was part way filled in, the little kids helped by getting in and jumping on the dirt to tamp it down.

A flower farmer had brought some rainbow bouquets of more dahlias, and they were set in place by the time it got cold and we squeezed into the front seat of the truck with our neighbor and headed up the hill to home.

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Brief note on comments

Just wanted to say that I accidentally erased a handful of comments from my recent posts, in the process of clearing out some spam. In case you were one of the commenters and wondered where your words went.

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Quiet November afternoon

Horned Green Man

The day is so still. Grey skies, the maple branches a bare lacework against the clouds. I’m making Cedar Spirits, building inventory for the Christmas fairs. Bob is out looking after our neighbor for a few hours, and I’m here alone with the sleeping cats.

I’ve been working in pure silence, not even turning the radio on. Hunched up crosslegged in the loft where I keep the overflowing baskets of shells and feathers and sticks and stones. Hearing my breath in and out, aware of being alive.
 

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Free-range dogs

 
While I realize it’s impossible to revive the practice of allowing dogs their freedom, I’d like to go on record as regretting that impossibility. A whole generation of American children has now grown up unacquainted with the unique and varied behavior of free-ranging dogs. We’ve all gotten used to dogs as adjuncts to our lives, constantly with us when we’re at home and absolutely dependent on us for every aspect of their well-being. I doubt that many people even realize that, once upon a time, most dogs pursued lives of their own.

When I was a kid, I’d get up in the morning and come downstairs and the dog would jump down off the sofa where he’d been sleeping and greet me. He’d hang out for a little while to be sociable, saying hello to everyone and checking to see if he could swipe any food from the cats’ dish, and then he’d scratch at the door to be let out. When we let him out, he’d go off to have a day.

We lived in a countryish neighborhood, with quiet windy roads and plenty of open land. For the most part, people didn’t fence their dogs in. (There were a few exceptionally vicious or witless ones who were confined, but that was not the norm.) Dogs would head out in the mornings, meet up with their buddies on neutral terrain, and go around to see what was happening. While it’s true that sometimes their interests would include trash cans and cats, there wasn’t any wholesale cat slaughter going on. (Usually cats stayed a bit closer to home, and dogs didn’t go into each other’s yards a whole lot. Territory was generally quite well-understood among dog society.)

If I went outside to play, the dog would hear me and show up in the yard to see what I was up to. Sometimes he’d keep me company, and other times he’d go lay on the front step or just disappear down the driveway again. Deer, raccoons, foxes and squirrels provided a lot of interest in the dogs’ day, although mostly they outsmarted and outran the dogs.

Taking the dog for a walk usually meant calling him and telling him we were going for a walk. Unlike now, where dogs who’ve been cooped up all day HAVE to be walked for exercise, walks with the dog meant something different back then. If we took the dog for a walk, it was generally a situation where the person was taking a walk anyway, and wanted the dog along for company. He’d cooperate by accompanying us in an approximate way, crossing and re-crossing the road to check out smells. We taught our dogs to “heel”, which back then was a command that meant “walk beside me”. It had no connection with a leash, but we used it when cars came by. Especially if you were walking with a car-chasing dog.

That’s another thing. Certain dogs LOVED to chase cars. It was sort of a specialized dog-hobby. The car-chasers would hang out at the end of their driveways and wait. When a car came down the road, they’d spring into action, running alongside it and barking wildly for the space of about a block. It was sort of annoying for the driver, but not really treated as a big deal. “Some day that dog’s gonna get run over,” my mother would say. And there were the occasional injuries, but I don’t remember dogs getting killed. The cars were going slowly, I think.

I was even thinking the other day of how a common skill we developed as kids was how to deal with dog fights. They were rare, but they did happen - and I was remembering how we’d all been instructed by our parents not to try to grab dogs that were fighting, because then we’d get bitten ourselves. So we’d yell for parents, if some were handy - or we’d scream at the dogs or grab something to whack them so they’d get distracted. Not that I’m romanticizing dog fights — they could be scary — but I appreciate the fact that there was a gritty openness to life which accepted the fact that such things could happen.

Along with “heel”, the most-used command was “Go home!” Every dog knew “Go home”. You’d say it to them when you were starting off for your friend’s house, and you knew that it wouldn’t be practical to let the dog come along. The dog would hear those words, and stop in its tracks with the most pitiable, heartbroken expression. There’s absolutely nothing more dramatically pathetic-looking than a dog whose person has just told it to Go Home. If the dog didn’t succeed in guilting you into changing your mind, he would disconsolately sit and gaze after you til you were out of sight, and then sadly turn and head back to his yard.

At the end of the day, the tired dogs would come in, eat, and collapse on the rug. I don’t remember dogs being underfoot demanding attention much while indoors. They liked to be acknowledged, but they lived alongside of us as separate creatures who had their own separate interests.

Anyway, as I said, I realize that this state of affairs is mostly not possible anymore. Times and attitudes and neighborhoods have changed. It’s just something I was thinking about, that we’ve lost. Even with the myriad industries which have sprung up to meet the needs of our confined companions, none of them can reproduce the relaxed respect which used to exist between people and their dogs as they freely lived their own lives in one another’s vicinity.

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Testing the waters … and unexpected depth

Russel Barsh and his helper, demonstrating water testing

Russel Barsh and his helper, demonstrating water testing

a view of the white board

a view of the white board

 
So, a typical example of this island’s penchant for yielding unexpected treasure: We were all invited to the school to learn about testing the water in our wells. About 10 of us showed up, and Russel Barsh and his helper (whose name, alas, I don’t know) had come to the island to teach us a little about the chemistry of our drinking water and its potential contaminants.

He gave a lecture which was extraordinarily interesting, while demonstrating the techniques of using the testing kit that he was leaving with us. His teaching style was casually excellent, relaxed and conversational and somehow just perfect at conveying information in an interesting way.

As I sat down to write this blog post, I thought I should find out who this guy is. Other islanders knew him well enough to invite him; I didn’t know him at all. He was just a really good teacher there in our classroom, hanging out with us in stocking feet (we’re not supposed to wear shoes in the school) and eating the odd potluck medley we’d put on the school counter. So I googled him. And when I first skimmed through the results, I thought - wait, is this a different Russel Barsh? He was what? An attorney with the United Nations on behalf of indigenous peoples worldwide? A teacher at the law schools of NYU, at Dartmouth, at other colleges? An author/explorer/ ecologist?

Here is a quote from a talk he gave somewhere on Marine Protected Areas, which he’s working on in the San Juans:

The three concepts that have a lot of meaning to us within the Samish
community are wealth, cleanliness, and power. Before you go to a ceremony,
or seek power, you bathe yourself. You can draw upon the powers of the
spirit world to give you a hand, but the spirits don’t like the smell of
meanness or anxiousness or conflict, emotional dirt, and you seek them in a
place that is clean because it’s not polluted by human anger and silliness.

That’s why that mountain on Cypress Island has very high biodiversity.
People pass through that area very gently and only for special reasons for
centuries, trying to keep it clean so that the spirits like the Thunderbird will
stay there.

Power is our connection with all that has been and ever will be. You find it
in clean places and when you’re clean yourself. When you find that power, it
brings wealth to you. The maintenance of refuges where you don’t hunt or
fish, build camps or fires, to keep areas clean is important for this reason.
Each family looked after family estates that were good oyster and clam beds,
fishing areas and camas areas. Why not insist on doing it the old
way? Which family used to take care of this place? Was this a ‘clean’ place
that was kept specially and why shouldn’t it continue that way? This is a
way of putting the map of responsibilities back on the landscape.

So now the red plastic tote of water-testing equipment, which is currently sitting on our front porch, has WAY more depth and context behind it than I knew. How very very cool.

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Uncle Sam keeping us safe

The path to the post office

The path to the post office

 

Since we live near the Canadian border (those islands you can see in the distance of this photo are Canada), the US Coast Guard takes a lively interest in our comings and goings. Yesterday afternoon, apparently, some neighbors were riding home together on a small boat from a nearby (American, not Canadian) island. These guys, in their 50’s and 60’s, came of age in the Vietnam era — and like many of us out here, they’ve only grown more deeply radical with each passing decade.

The Coast Guard makes a regular practice of stopping island boats as we head across the water to engage in such subversive activities as bringing vegetables to Farmer’s Market, or visiting the dentist, or getting the cat spayed. These errands never take us near the actual border, but being able to see it is apparently close enough. Generally, the boat owner submits to the Coast Guard boarding and safety inspection with courtesy, albeit through gritted teeth. There’s no benefit to be gained by violating licensing and safety requirements, and the fallout would be costly.

However, I guess last night the two passengers felt a bit freer. They didn’t have their own boats on the line this time. So after the captain obeyed the Coast Guard’s request to show license, ID, safety equipment, etc., the two passengers politely refused to identify themselves to the Coast Guard. They had been doing nothing wrong. The boat they were riding in was properly equipped. They had no intention of crossing any borders. They were just on the way home from doing errands.

Apparently the Coast Guard came up to a blank wall in the face of their refusal. I don’t know the substance of the conversation, but the two men remained staunch in their position. The Coast Guard held them and sent for the U.S. Border Patrol. When the Border Patrol boat showed up, the officials informed the island men that as of January 2008, the Patriot Act states that everyone within 25 miles of the US border must identify themselves whenever stopped. This is true, they said, regardless of whether you have any intention of crossing the border. And the officials (Coast Guard or Border Patrol) who stop you are not required to give any explanation or justification for the stop.

Faced with the prospect of being arrested by the Border Patrol, the two islanders (who have each lived on this island for more than 25 years) folded and proffered identification.

So do we all feel safer now?

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