One final night before we make it home: Lazy in a freeway-side Burlington motor inn, Olympics on TV, truck crammed with luggage, groceries, chicken feed, laundry. We would have been all the way back to the island by now, except that I seem to have cracked a tooth yesterday and so this morning was taken up with attempting to get dental care. I’m petrified of dentists, but the trauma is being postponed til I come back to Seattle next week. I’ll just chew on the other side til Wednesday. With two friends facing cancer treatment, I can’t take my own dental phobia seriously, so I’m working hard to cultivate courage.
Right now the anonymous comforts of an American motel room: big beds, TV, bathtub, microwave, fridge. Bob is lost in a Canadian ice hockey game, and I’m wallowing around in my 1400 travel photos. What we appreciate most so far about being back in our own region (besides all our people being close by): Cool air. Cross-walks. Food variety (that’s a big one.) Knowing we can walk up to almost anyone and make ourselves understood. Laundromats. Hot water. Bathtubs. Snow on the mountains. Springtime.
I’ll make a folder of good travel photos, but meanwhile, here are a couple random ones:



Hard Landing
into the cave
Our house was all clean and waiting, the chickens and cats in full attendance, spring setting in so early that daffodil buds are on the verge of opening. But, my homecoming is shadowed by middle-aged body-falling-apart woes. Not just the cracked tooth but also an eye thing which the internet informs me is some kind of problem with the retina. A phone chat with an opthalmologist, and all of a sudden I have to head back off the island tomorrow so I can be in his office at 8 o’clock Monday morning.
Fear is a funny thing: even though this kind of eye problem (flashing peripheral lights and a floating dark spot) can hold risks for vision, and might require high-tech intervention, I can face it matter-of-factly. Whereas the dental repair I need sends me up the wall with pointless apprehension, and I’m probably going to wimp out and take valium before I even walk into the building.
I’ll be away from my computer for a few days, so I’ll be forced to rely on pens and paper for awhile to hold my words.