The liminal state as defined on Wikipedia: Liminality (from the Latin word līmen, meaning “a threshold”) The liminal state is characterized by ambiguity, openness, and indeterminacy. One’s sense of identity dissolves to some extent, bringing about disorientation. Liminality is a period of transition where normal limits to thought, self-understanding, and behavior are relaxed – a situation which can lead to new perspectives.
I spent about half an hour this morning just looking at the sun shining through green and yellow leaves in our hostel courtyard. Absorbing the unconditional warmth, the constancy of it buoying us.
Yesterday afternoon at Laguna de Apoyo was another dreamlike tropical swimming experience. Crystalline lake water in a lush green volcanic bowl. Air and water the perfect temperature, always. Little plastic kayaks and inner tubes to paddle around at will in the empty blue lake. Green grass to stretch out on under the crimson flowers, the lush lush leaves. Cold beer and pizza, the murmur of many languages from a handful of other sunbathers. So idyllic it´s practically ridiculous.
Half our thoughts are already racing homeward, even while we get ready for this afternoon´s night-time volcano tour. We´ve arranged our taxi to the airport and are settling our Seattle plans, and at the same time trying to gulp down the sights and sounds and feel of this place so we don´t lose them when we leave. I´m still too embedded in the density of each moment here to know if this journey has changed me at all, but I´m curious to find out.
Almost back
One final night before we make it home: Lazy in a freeway-side Burlington motor inn, Olympics on TV, truck crammed with luggage, groceries, chicken feed, laundry. We would have been all the way back to the island by now, except that I seem to have cracked a tooth yesterday and so this morning was taken up with attempting to get dental care. I’m petrified of dentists, but the trauma is being postponed til I come back to Seattle next week. I’ll just chew on the other side til Wednesday. With two friends facing cancer treatment, I can’t take my own dental phobia seriously, so I’m working hard to cultivate courage.
Right now the anonymous comforts of an American motel room: big beds, TV, bathtub, microwave, fridge. Bob is lost in a Canadian ice hockey game, and I’m wallowing around in my 1400 travel photos. What we appreciate most so far about being back in our own region (besides all our people being close by): Cool air. Cross-walks. Food variety (that’s a big one.) Knowing we can walk up to almost anyone and make ourselves understood. Laundromats. Hot water. Bathtubs. Snow on the mountains. Springtime.
I’ll make a folder of good travel photos, but meanwhile, here are a couple random ones:
Child on a bus
parade in Diriamba
Above Laguna de Masaya